I feel like I’m drowning.
Basma Madbouly
There is so much grey to every story, nothing is so black and white.
“I don’t know what’s the matter with me, why I’m so adept at distance, why I feel so remote from things, why life feels like a rumor.”—
(via naturaekos)
Something doesnt feel right today.. i can not shake this heaviness from my chest. I feel burden in my heart and i wish i can understand my feelings and worry, but i cant.
(via worshipgifs)
You know sometimes i get quiet or “off “ when im around you because i get a very deep feeling of sadness very deep i feel it in my bones.. and i feel that way because i know that when you leave here, im going to break like i never did before. Im going to break so hard to the point of no return. Cause a love this deep can never leave a person sane. I know that the pain i will feel in six months may be the worst pain ive ever felt. And it hurts knowing how much i will miss you. It hurts knowing that i might not see you again. It hurts knowing that this will be the last goodbye. It hurts knowing i will be left with all these memories and scars. It hurts that youre not going to be by my side..
“I wasn’t insane until someone touched my heart.”
— Edgar Allan Poe
(via tangerinedream)
I wish i can understand myself.. all i know is that my heart is in pain.